heaven and hell

smokefilledsky @ 2005-12-05T21:23:00

2005-12-06T02:27:17Z

ya
so music is pretty much great
i dont know why
but i love it
and i still dont know why
i also love wrestling
this past saturday
i placed first in my division
and it was awsome
also, snowboard is lookin awesome
check it out at
www.myspace.com/tiedieyourmom
its awesome
but ya
i think i kinda like this one girl,
but im not all taht sure
i mean we talk
but not like a relationship is going to strike out of it or anything
but shes cool
ask me online or sumthin
and ill tell you
luvs
steve0

smokefilledsky @ 2005-11-27T18:39:00

2005-11-27T23:48:05Z

so school is goin good
girls are good too
and i've been diong relly good in wrestling also
its pretty sweet

so u kids should come to my wrestling meet at 5:00 on this thursday
it'll be long, mabye
but i'll be wrestling for sure
and there are three other teams coming,
Anchor Bay, Caro, and LCN
and romeo,
which makes four
so come and watch
please
also
if anyone wants to help out the wrestling team, and more me,
then buy a massive coupon book for $20,
it comes with a shit load of savings
or if your parents want one,
just say sumthin
they have oil changes, fast food
buffalo wild wings
a whole bunch of stuff
and this card that saves u a lot of money on things like hotels
and stores,
games
whatever
just say sumthin to me online or in school
please, help me out!
luvs
steve0

smokefilledsky @ 2005-11-13T22:06:00

2005-11-14T03:13:49Z

ever want to just tell someone to shut the hell up
ya
i feel like that sometimes
but i mean they really piss me off
and i think that i have a different outlook on the world as opposed to other people
u ever just feel confused about things?
i've been feeling like that for a little while now
and i dont know why
but wrestling starts tomorrow
u ever feel lik u dont like the people u are associated with?
i feel like that too
this shit is so random.....
lol
idk
but i mean like
u wanna be with someone, then you dont
and its like the worst but best feeling in the world at times
if only you could imagine,
cause this is so confusing even to me
im sorta speaking my mind
but if i did, you'd all think i were crazy
and like people are alot different when they aren't sobre
its weird
like
its like you want to be with them, but they dont want to be with you
they jjust need another reason to complain
i hate it
theres so many people im talking about
id say they're names, but i dont think itd be appropriate
crazy, isn't it...
and like if u weren't one to drink or smoke, but u like being around them
then tell me
cause im like that
or like if your not one to fight, but you will watch a fight, tell me
cause im like that
sorry to all that read this,
but i dont know whats come over me
i just have feelings about so many different people right now
and all of it almost evoled in one night
but i still love all those people,
just i have a different outlook on everyone now
im not drunk, or high, or buzzed right now
just speaking my mind
luvs
steve0

smokefilledsky @ 2005-11-03T20:18:00

2005-11-04T01:31:39Z

so i broke up with kristy
my feelings just kinda faded away
but i've been working out lately
and my dad just bought a workout machine
its a crossbow thing
so im gonna be ripped
lol
jk
but u know waht band is really good
HIM
i like them alot
but fuckin im skipping school tomorrow
{friday 11-4-05}
to go hunting for 3 days up north
and im leaving at 4 in da mornign
and im missing my show right now
its overwith
fucker
anywasy
i think i like two people
and they're pretty sweet
i know one better then the other, but i still
like the other one
and ya
so if u wanna know, ask me or sum shit
on this or online
u chose
but senses fail is having a concert tomorrow at st.andrews
and i wish i could go
but i cant so ya
school is goin good
i think that im an A honoroll student this quarter
so ya
luvs steve0
p.s. leave me love

smokefilledsky @ 2005-10-27T18:49:00

2005-10-27T22:53:38Z

so everything is giong good
even school
tomorrow i got a wedding to go to
im goin out with kristy
and school is goin good
also this sunday i get to go to a party
then tehres halloween
and of course
I GOT MY DOUBLE BASS PEDDEL
its so sweet
and kristy is even more sweet then that
hopefully me and her will last a while
so i went to weight training today
and it was pretty cool
i mea like even though my back has been killing me for the past long while,
it was still fun
i think im going to go more often
cause i need bigger muscles for wrestling
and ya
wrestling should start pretty soon
which is good
cause i've been waiting for a tough sport to come along this highschool career yet
and golf wasn't exactly "tough" as wrestling
but ya
everything is great
luvs
steve0

luv ya kristy

smokefilledsky @ 2005-10-18T21:01:00

2005-10-19T01:02:25Z

so yesterday was my birthday
and it was cool
and today im really cold
and saturday is krista's thang
and then ya
so itll be fun
peace
steve0

smokefilledsky @ 2005-10-09T20:04:00

2005-10-10T00:15:13Z

OMFG
fuckin homecoming was byfar the most fun i've had in a real long time
before the dance i went to gretchen's which was fun
but i was so effin cold at her house
cause we were takin pictures
and then at the dance
it was so fun
but my ears were so fucked up afterwards
cause we were right by the speakers
but i danced with like a dozen girls
and it was pretty fun
i was sweating so bad
but then i went in that one room and my gel got all hard again
and then after the dance,
i went to justin's
which was real fun
like how i only got an hour of sleep or so
and then just how guys are when there are not girls around
and what happens when u piss of ryan womble
its so damn funny
and then today i came home, cut the grass
um, slept and watched part of the lions
that game was crazy for baltimore
they kept getting penalties and then like two guys got kicked out of the game
but we won anyways
and guess wahts in like a week,
MA MUTHA EFFIN BERRRRRRRRFFFFFFFDAY
its on the 17th
so ya, im not sure what im gonna do for that day, but im gonna do sumthin, mabye
luvs
steve0

and so my birthday is in less then two weeks!!!

2005-10-04T19:07:51Z

yes
so this week is spirt week,
my spirt i believe has died
but not in a bad way
lol
so friday i went to krista's shindig
and then uh, saturday i watched effin msu lose
which sucked, well
u know what
and so my birthday is in less then two weeks!!!
its on October 17
and im gonna be 15
so ya
before the dance saturday, im going to Gretchen's hizzouse,
and then im gonna go to the dance and party with all the girls,
and i personaly am not upset that i don't have a date anymore
cause now i just get to dance with alot more females
and then afterwards, im gonna go party at a secert spot that about a ton of people know about

but u know what i hate
i hate party crashers
like no, nevermind
im not gonna say anynames
but like people that aren't invited to something then they go anyways
i mean its like they didn't invite you for a reason
and im sure that it's a half decent reason otherwise they would invite those people
but if im being a hipacrit, or however u spell it,
then say sumthin to me,
but u know, i hate those people
but anyways
everyone should go to the football game friday
and holla if u gonna go
luvs
steve0

smokefilledsky @ 2005-09-27T21:05:00

2005-09-28T01:07:00Z

broke my thumb
here's how....

at wrestling practice we weree rolling up the mats
and we have to roll them up on these steel rollers
and my thumb got jammed really really hard inbetween the wall and the roller
and i broke my thumb bone and
i have alot of blood loss and im gonna lose my nail

so it sucks weiner
lol
but w/e
luvs
steve0

smokefilledsky @ 2005-09-25T17:23:00

2005-09-25T21:28:13Z

well im goin to homecoming
but not with a date......
but whatever
im also stayin home before the dance
so im gonna be pretty sweet showin up by myself
but whatever

friday was fun
like at the football game
and then i went to olivia's afterwards
ya
so im pretty much bored out of my mind
i didn't really hang out with anyone this weekend
but i did go to the movies with colin and brandon on saturday, or yesterday
and we went and saw rollerbounce
i think thats what its called
but go see it
its a good movie
so hopefully this week will go good
but who knows,
anything could happen
luvs
steve0

fuck homecoming...

2005-09-23T02:26:46Z

once again,
i can't find a fuckin date
so im most likely not gonna bother goin
not to sound emo
but i dont see why its so fuckin hard to find a date
so im pretty much sure taht im not gonna go
mabye this is just a phase or sumthin
but fuck homecoming
for now atleast

smokefilledsky @ 2005-09-19T17:26:00

2005-09-19T21:41:00Z

so ya, im gettin sick of this thing
but i wanna keep it
so im gonna
lol

drivers training started today
and its pretty sweet
so ya

school is goin good as well
me and kris m. are gonna go to nintendo fusion tour most likely on the 27th
and hopefully it'll be sweet, but if not
o well
tickets are only like 22 dollars
so ya
but i asked melissa to the dance
and she doesn't want to go with anyone right now
so im guessing if she changes her mind, then me and her will go
but im having my doubts............
but ya
i really want to go with her cause i like her alot
still
but idk,
im doing golf right now
then in the winter im gonna do wrestling
then im gonna do lacrosse in spring
i have officaly ended my baseball career
i need blood and brutalness so to speak
not to sound weird, but ya know
i need some kind of contact sport
and i guess im gonna get two for this year
and next year im gonna play football instead of golf
so all my sports will be brutal
luvs
steve0

smokefilledsky @ 2005-09-14T22:38:00

2005-09-15T02:48:01Z

so im sick with a cold and it blows weiner
tomorrow is a freshmen fooseball game
and im not gonna go most likely
but i might
im not sure yet

golf is going good
i shot a 43 today at practice on nine holes
and i've learned a new swing method and it works pretty good
today was also the coach terry's birthday
and i played the nine holes with him
and it was probable the funnest nine holes of golf i've ever played

so i start drivers training the 20th from 2:30 to 4 on tues. and thurs.
does anyone got it those day?

steve0

FUCK YA BITCHES!!

2005-09-07T02:03:02Z

I MADE THE FUCKING GOLF TEAM
YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fuckin start practice tomorrow after school
fuck ya

smokefilledsky @ 2005-09-06T14:55:00

2005-09-06T19:01:09Z

yeah, so that bon fire thing of mine was fun
it'd have been better if more people came,
but it was still real fun with the people that decided to come
and so ya.

then i was hanging out with colin alot during peachfest time
but for the second day i went i hung out with melissa k., erin, james, same, amy{melissa's cousin}, and johnny
and then we went to erin's house for a party
which was fun
better then mine
and so now school has started
which is alright
i got peeps in all of my classes
which isn't exactly great cause the people that i usually hang out with aren't really in any of my classes
but whatever
im gonna get out of pottery
and try for german, but i doubt ill get it
but im gonna try
and if i cant get that,
then i want to know so other people's sixth hours
so incase i don't get german,
then atleast i can get something with someone that i know and might want to go with
so tell me or sumthin
luvs,
steve

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-31T21:12:00

2005-09-01T01:13:31Z

FOR THOSE WHO KNOW ABOUT MY SHINDIG THANG,
IT STARTS AT 7, NOT 8, BUT STILL GOES TILL 12
AND IF U DONT KNOW ABOUT IT,
ASK,
AND IF U CAN COME, I'LL LET U KNOW

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-29T12:21:00

2005-08-29T16:22:59Z

alright, im taking a pole
if you've ever heard of the band
Boys Night Out
please comment

im doing this cause a friend from powell has never
heard of Boys Night Out
and i think it's amazing that she doesn't know who they are

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-29T00:52:00

2005-08-29T04:53:22Z

FRESHMEN FOOTBALL GAME AT BARNABO FIELD
OR IF U DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT
THE FOOTBALL FIELD AT POWELL
ITS WENDSDAY AT 4:00 OR SO
HOLLA IF U GONNA GO!!!
much luvs,
steve

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-28T17:38:00

2005-08-28T21:38:59Z

sumthins goin down at my house this week
haha,
only some know

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-27T16:10:00

2005-08-27T20:18:54Z

so the football game was sweet,
like usual
and they won 34 to 27 or 28
and it was cool
and my sis,
my sis is pretty sweet and drumline
which is awsome
i wish i could do what she does
and then i spent the night at colin's and
it wasn't that great of a night
but this morning was fun
cause we woke up at like 10 cause bonnie woke us up
what a bitch
but then we went outside and it was raining and we had to
uhhhhhh
what'd we have to do?
o ya,
we had to put some tarps over these holes that people put in colin's backyard
so rain didn't get in them
and we got real muddy
which was sweet
and then i came home,
and cleaned my room
and played Playstation 2
and listened to music
and then im gonna get some wooden frames for some pictures that are probable the sweetest bitches ever
or ill go hang out with derek
o ya
him and callie broke up
which is sweet
luvs

Steve

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-24T08:13:00

2005-08-24T15:22:40Z

went and saw ted nugent last night
amazing
as usual
saw some guy in a wheelchair get high,
halarious
and an old dude in a wheelchair fell asleep
amazing and halarious
and drunk guyz screaming weird shit in our ears
halarious
luvs

steve

algebra, taite
civics, robertson
ips, taubitz
food, kelly {GETTING THIS CHANGED, DIDN'T EVEN SIGN UP FOR IT}{HOPEFULLY IT BECOMES ALGEBRA AND MY ALGEBRA CLASS BECOMES GERMAN!!}
english, fiorvento
pottery, krempa-molly {THIS WILL BE DRAMA OR INTRO TO AUTO TECH HOPEFULLY, CAUSE ITS GETTING CHANGED AS WELL}

i already hate highschool, cause i dont have any good classes

I FUCKIN HATE BEE'S!!!!!!!!

2005-08-22T00:54:02Z

i got stung by a bee at the beach today
and it blows
but colin was with me
and it was fun

but i haven't updated this bad boy in like 7 days, and i thought that it was only like 3
lol

i didn't make the golf team even though it was probable some of the best golf i have ever played
and the coach pissed me off with what he said afterwards to me
he was like "if you were a year older, you would've made the team, and i was like wtf?!?!?! i didn't really say wtf but he goes i had to make the cut somewhere so i made it at the age, and i was like, ok whateva, and then he goes blah blah blah, good potential, blah blah blah, if anyone gets hurt or sick, you'll be the first one i call,blah blah blah"
and so gayness has entered his heart
lol
gayness
ha

but freshmen's first football game is thursday, this week thursday
and ill post what time later sometime this week before thursday
and then friday, jv and varsity football game at, o, we'll say 7 and pregame is at 6:45 if u wanna go see my sis,
in the drumline,
doin her stuff
and so, bump ya
but go
escpesially if u wanna see me
or hang with me
or do sumthin with me
much luvs,

Steve

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-11T21:33:00

2005-08-12T01:40:01Z

so the stars are still amazing
and im still in love
and golf tryouts are tomorrow
and im excited
really excited
and i just got back from golfing with my dad
and it may have been a par 3,
but i shot a 34
and it is the lowest score i have ever shot
and im so hyped for tomorrow
and ya
i've started my sentences with and 8 times already
lol
but i think that tomorrow will be the shit
and hopefully me and melissa will hang out tomorrow
and mabye, just mabye
ill somehow ask her out
or find out if she likes me enough to go out with me
which would be kinda cool
no,
it'd be really cool
luvs,

Steve

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-08T22:29:00

2005-08-09T02:38:48Z

you know what is absolutly amazing?
the stars
just go out sometime tonight, or tomorrow night, or even the night after that
and just lay down on sumthin and look up
its absolutly amazing
i've done it for the past four nights
and its absolutly amazing
me and my dad were out there the other night
and he told me so much stuff
like what star is what and that the month of august the earth is going through a bunch of space junk
and thats why theres a ton a shooting stars out
and you can see stars flickering which means that there is space junk flying inbetween the eye and star
and if you just start to think of love
or the person you love
it makes it that much more of a breathe taking moment
like when i was out two nights ago at 4 in the morning,
i'd close my eyes and picture myself holding melissa's hand
and just laying there, talking, and looking at the stars
i found that quite the best part of being out there
atleast on that night
and im guessing since i've never felt this way about one certain girl
that i must really like her deepdown
and that
i dont even know
its just amazing
and i love the feeling of knowing that there may be someone for me
and that there may be someone to hold hands with and talk
talk about anything would be the greatest thing ever
but most girls i cant do that with
i dont know why,
i just cant
but i picture myself doing that with melissa
and i love it

Steve

smokefilledsky @ 2005-08-05T10:31:00

2005-08-05T14:34:28Z

has anyone ever liked someone so much
that whenever you hear like a love song or sumthin you think of them?
i do
but mabye its just me
cause like i was listening to come sail away by styx
and i began to think of melissa keebs
and so i just wanted to know if thats just me
or does it happen to more then one person
cause it happens to other songs too
i just cant think of them right now
but yes, i like melissa keebs
and i spilled my heart out to her yesterday
and she said that i made her day
but i would like to know what she thinks of me deep down
:)

Steve